I was an athlete from childhood through college. I could eat anything I wanted and it did not matter because I knew I’d go to the field or go to the gym and put those calories to good use. After graduating in 2016, I started working 40-70 hours a week, moved out of my parent's house (and then moved 3 more times in 5 years), continued eating like I was a carbo-loading athlete preparing for game day, stopped exercising, and broke my ankle. I went from a "comfortable" weight of around 180 to 240 pounds in 5 years. I was embarrassed, disgusted, and sad. My self-confidence was non-existent. Before seeing friends I hadn’t seen in a while, I would warn them that I had gained weight but I was still the same Kate underneath my 60-pound weight gain. Sometimes I came up with excuses for why I couldn’t see people I loved so I could hide in my apartment and eat more to mask the pain. I made some changes in June 2022 after a family trip to Aruba became my wake-up call. I had gone to one of the most beautiful places in the world and had the worst time because I felt embarrassed to be seen in my swimsuit dress, shorts, and tank tops. I hated all the photos of me, especially the ones on the beach with my family in Aruba.
I hired an online coach who helped me lose about 22 pounds from July to October. With him, I started going for walks just to move my body after sitting in front of the computer for 10+ hour days. I renewed him for 4 more months and he ghosted me. I ended up gaining 10 pounds back during the holidays. In February 2023, I decided to take my life back again and do it on my own. I went from 228 pounds to 215 pounds by August, but I was losing motivation and I certainly didn’t have any discipline.
After an unexpected IBD diagnosis in June and 4 months of steroids and medications, I finally decided I needed help. I drove by Total Fitness & Nutrition almost every day on my way to Dunkin’, Honey Dew, Starbucks, McDonalds, Darby’s – basically any place that would give me food so I didn’t have to cook. I remember driving by one day and seeing women in the front flipping tires and working out using heavy-duty ropes. I was in awe. That was it. That was what I wanted. I had always loved going to the gym, lifting as heavy as possible, and feeling like a total badass. I just wanted to feel like that again. I reached out to Steff in the beginning of September. We talked on the phone for almost 40 minutes and I remember getting off the phone and thinking, “She is exactly who I need to help me feel like myself again. She has the tough love to get me where I want to be”. I told Steff that I wanted personal training and nutrition. We were able to start personal training the week after (3x a week) but she needed some time to get to know me, to learn what I typically ate in a day, and to research my type of IBD so she could provide me with the best nutritional approach. I was so appreciative that Steff wanted to do that for me because the nutritionist I had met with in July hadn’t helped me much with my flare and I was pretty miserable. I began the nutrition component on September 25 for 12 weeks. It was difficult to go from how I had been eating (90% of my meals were fast food, takeout, or frozen) to following Steff’s protocols. Steff was there to cheer me on, tell me what kind of adjustments I needed to make the scale move, and check my log on My Fitness Pal every day. She celebrated every scale and non-scale victory with me. She pushed me beyond what I thought possible for myself. If you need the tough love approach, Steff is the coach for you.
In 12 weeks, I went from a size 14 to a 10 (even an 8 in some items!) and 2XL/XL to L, and my face has shrunk. But I think what I gained from all of this was my confidence. I don’t feel like I have to hide anymore. I leave my apartment and spend time with people I love. I get in photos now. I feel better inside and out. My IBD is under control. I enjoy going in for my workouts with Steff. I am not always motivated, but I’ve learned the value of discipline. It was a no-brainer to jump right into another 12 weeks following her nutrition protocol. I’m excited to see what another 12 weeks can do for me. Thank you, Coach, for giving me my life back. I am exactly where I need to be at Total Fitness & Nutrition.